请不要放开我的双手

YSunday, September 19, 2004 Y

I am Truely , Deeply & Madly in Love with You

hmph
miiee MIA for 2 daees le
so did moi bloggiee entries
wun sae much here
except tat ytd receive sms from deming
he wanna jio miiee again
know him for 5yrs le
everytime sae like miiee lurbbe miiee yet got another ger as stead
another jerk lar but i still got like him b4 tat was long time ago le
he sae he will buy miiee another ring sae his heart now true to miiee nia
haiz

to all those tat i MIA from --> sorriee guys. i need time. wanna sort out moi feelings. coz i dun wan to fall more deeply into it. so decided to MIA. hope everything will de fine one dae. den i will be BIA (back). which is when. i also dunnoe. sorriee if i make u all worrie.

______ ` some testi i wrote for moi bao beii fuji durian`_______________________

i long to ask u why.u brin me so much joy,yet so much saddness.
why're u my reas0nx fer livin. wen u dunch care even if i die.
Wantin t0 ask,how c0uld u mean so much to me. wen im nth t0 u?
how c0uld` u c0mplete me,yet im n0rt even a piece of ur life?
How ur smile brin me happiness, even if they 're n0rt meant fer me.
Wantin to ask myself why...my tears fell,fer sum1 who dunch even bother to dry them.
Why my eyes stil mirror da hope & lurvee tat u only to0k fer granted.
Why my arms reach out to t0uch u,wen i n0e u're sum1 i can`t reach... ..

[[*... l0ve ...*]]•if you lurF sOme1, lett them go. If theYy returnn to yEu, it was mEant to be.
If theYy don'tt, theiir lurvEe was never yrs to begiiin wiith... a grEat lurF is when yEu shEd tearsS and still carEs for him & stil longs for him, he begiinns to lUv anOther and yet you stil smillE and saYy " I'm happy for yEu " (:the wOrst thiing iin the world is seeiing the onE yEu lurvEE with the onE thEy lOve. yEu AlwaySs leavE the onEs who leaVes yEu and lEaves the one who lurFs yOulOviing is nOt h0w yEu f0rgEt but h0w yEu f0rgiive, n0t how yEu liisten but h0w you undErstand, nOt whaat yEu see butt h0w yEu feel and not h0w y0u let goo buttt h0w yEu hOld onn.a guYy and a giirl can bE just friiends , butt at onE poiint or anotther , one of them will fall f0r the other , maybe temporrary , maybe at wrong time , maybe too latee , maybe .. Just maybee... foreever...

xiaohuiis Y1:51 PM