todae sick neber go work, dear sae if xian cant wakey in da morning de corr him

feel so sweet inside =)

xian got wakey larr. den we walk walk. go storm see hairstyle

think next week den cut ba. coz xian wanna treatment n cut

den watch show with xian n boon. watch exorcist. its not scary but er xin lorr

den dear was going home. i ask him wan mie to pei him mah.

den he sae "i wan yew but i also wanna slp den if yew coming i hate to wait for yew den nite still habe to send mie home" dotz. i sae da msg. moi tears juz flow lorr

de he still sae "i talk to yew when i am awake. if not moi mood will be bad"

haiz. dun wan mi to find him juz sae larr. need to sae until lyke dat meh. somemore use "hate" lorr

2nd dae together nia. he lyke dat liao. hate dis hate dat.

if he hates mie or hate things to do with mie. den why be with miee.

feel moi glass apple heart shattered liao.

moi tears juz dropping with i typing this bloggie lorr.

mayb dear recently mood not gd. some more not enuff rest ba. but he need to sae until lyke dat meh

if he dun wan to send miee home. i can go home moiself de arr. coz i noe its far n time consuming for him lorr

haiz. sadz.sadz. heart pain. feels so hurt. so pain.

o.0 ~ s0b. 0.o + s0b. o.0 ~ s0b. 0.o + s0b. o.0 ~ s0b. 0.o + s0b. o.0

iif yew'r not da one den why does moi soul feel glad todae?

iif yew'r not da one den why does moi hand fit yours dis way?

iif yew'r not moi den why does ya heart return moi call

iif yew'r not moi would I have the strength to stand at all
I neber noe wad da future brings But I noe yeew r here wit moi now

We will make it through And I hope yew'r da one I share moi life with

I dont wan to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand

iif I am not made for yew den why does moi heart tell me that I am?

Ish dere any way that I can stay in your arms?

iif I dont need yew den why am I crying on moi bed?

iif I dont need yew den why does your name resound in moi head?

iif yew'r not for moi den why does this distance maim moi life?

iif yew'r not for moi den why do I dream of yew ?

I dont know why yew'r soo far away But I noe dat tis much ish true

We will make it through And I hope yew are da one I share moi life wit

And I wish that you could be the one I die wit

And I pray in your the one I build moi home wit

I hope I love yew all moi life I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand

I mish yew, body and soul so strong that it takes moi breath away

And I breathe yew into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

Cause I lurbbe yew, whether its wrong or right

And though I cant be with yew tonight

And noe moi heart is by your side I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand