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YFriday, January 14, 2005 Y

I am Truely , Deeply & Madly in Love with You

m0i com ish going to spoil soon.. kept auto shut down.. i broke moi driver cd w/o noe-ing hw. now moi graphic card gort prob.. cant re-install due to cd ish in 2 pieces.. guess moi com time ish up... n other probs coming up too.. haiz..

todae. juz realised dat behind moi hse dat playground actualli gort swing. been a real long time since i been on one. so went dere to swing. mayb ish too long neber swing le. juz start swinging not long. den dun feel gud le. began to feel breathless. chest feel abit tight. or mayb old prob ish back ba. coz sometimes once in a while.. mie will get out of breath. n heart start to jump very fast. bart guess after a while wil be fine le. as usual.soo. no need worrie abt mie de larr.mie still alive n typing this blog. haha. mayb wun get to type blog le. if moi com reali break down. dun dare to tell moi pa. coz i dun even noe how come cd can break into 2. guess reali bobian. will have to save $ n buy all da part lyke graphic card, motherboard all by myself secretly ba ~ hmm... think dats all for this entry le..

to boi , my dar , i dunno wad wrongs. coz yew refuse to sae anything. i ask yew. yew sae nth. bart somehow i feel dat sth ish wrong. i am so sorrie. dat i was not dere for yew when yew needed someone. i was neber dere for anyone. i m a louse friend to everyone. n a lousy dar to yew. think yew need time to calm down to think thru. hope yew will contact mie soon

to kenny, my dear, open up ya windows for da fresh air to come in. da smell will be gone soon. dun alwaes dun eat n onli eat when i eat. reali thanks alot for all da yew have done for mie. muz noe how to take care of yaself. esp when i am not around kiess.

to baobeii, xian, ya ma actuali do dotes on yew think. try to think things in da brighter side. dun alwaes make yaself so kelian. den life will be easier to pass. yew wun be so sad everydae le. gort anything muz sae. i noe yew need mie to be dere for yew. i try as much as i can le. bart i cant be dere for yew 24/7 de. dere are things dat i dunno. n i have moi own probs. moi own attitude de. i cant alwaes give in to yew de. hope yew understand this.

to ming, xiaosian, noe yew are feeling bored at home everydae. n i am so sorrie dat todae i din go bugis to pei yew. so sorrie. barts muz reali take care of yaself. mie although din contact yew much. bart i still care for yew de worr. now ish a best time for yew to quit ya smoking n lead a healthy lifestyle le worr XD

xiaohuiis Y1:39 AM