YWednesday, January 19, 2005 Y
I am Truely , Deeply & Madly in Love with You
~ Story of Zhu Tou & Ben Dan ~
it all began in 2002, mie join a irc channel #laolan to support junkang aka charles. gort to noe simon den kelvin. den we began to chat everynite in irc den icq. we 1st start to icq on 29jan. i corr him mushroom head. he corr mie hua sheng mei. den he ask mie to corr him. n i make him give mie 10 good reasons for mie to corr him. we gort together on 14th feb. V dae worr. keke. our 1st date as a couple din go well. i wear nice nice go find him n wake him up. ended up he still slping. so i told him. its okies. as long as i gort yew by moi side. neber go out celebrate ish fine with mie de. den i pat him to slp. bart later still gort go out lar coz he feel bad. he alwaes corr mie ben dan or zhu regardless infront of who.ended up even his mother n relatives also corr mie "zhu" haha. everything was nice n sweet in da beginning till sth happen. moi classmate kept saying dat we are too sticky le. meeting everydae n stuff. sort of poison moi tots n make mie dun wan to meet him everydae n get angry when he wans to meet mie everydae n scolded him. he dotes on mie alot. give in to mie regardless of wad. bart one dae. i found out dat he meet this taiwan ger online n ish alwaes sending her mushy mushy email.i confronted him n make him choose mie or dat ger. coz if he ish going to continue contacting her. i will break up. ended up. he choose dat ger. after abt 2 weeks we patch back. bart things are not longer da same. he dun dote on mie so much. wun stick to mie le. everything changes.he no longer cares for mie dat much or give in to mie. after abt 2mths. we broke up again. he give da reason dat he wans to concentrate on studies. i cant sae anything juz sit in da corner of his room n cry den go home n tell his friend whom he grow up with to look after him on moi behalf. somehow we patch back again. it happens on n off during our relatioship bart mostly ish bcoz he ish flirting with other gers. he treat other gers beta den da wae he treat mie. bart somehow i make moi self think of da sweet moments i had with him n stay on. regardless of how mani times i was hurt. lyke when i was working as a surveyor he specially cook lunch for mie with moi fav luncheon meat n bring to orchard n sit under a tree n eat with mie. dat time when we broke up, he sat at moi nearby block waiting for mie to come home, hw he cycle over to moi place at nite n pei mie, da cooling tea he cook for mie when i am sick, hw he piggie back mie around his hse area or carry mie to bed when i fall aslp outside etc etc.time past. 2 yrs liao. i realise dat he ish still contacting dat taiwan ger behind moi back. i gort so hurt again. i can accept him flirting with any other gers. bart not this taiwan ger. i also duno y. we quarrel until very badly. finalli one dae, while waiting for bus home. he told mie "i bu neng yao ni le"..... i was lie-ing moi head on his shoulder. n sae "o". n cried. he sae he reali need to concentrate on his studies. cant have time for mie n to look after miee. i even stopped crying n tell him its okie. yew muz study hard, muz take care of yaself when i am not around, muz learn how to cover ya blankie n dun kick awae, n dun alwae show temper, dun smoke too much. n he cried too. 2 1/2yr le. i was with him since 18...n we ended juz lyke dat. he told mie. he wun get attached. bart now he ish attached le. moi friend simon once told mie. dat time when i gort attached. he heard da news n cried. so did i when i noe he ish attached. coz i felt dat he lied to miee...well somehw dis ish moi storie with him. quite long. bart i din wan to sae too details abt certain stuffs. he din sound so bad lyke wad i type lar. thou everyone ask mie to leabe him... da storiee of ben dan & zhu tou.. comes to an end le...bart we still contact. n ish still friends. thou he kept telling mie his ex not good. not lyke miee.. haha. abit bad. bart i hear le. happie worr.. oops.
:: Ah Ber ::
