请不要放开我的双手

YTuesday, March 22, 2005 Y

I am Truely , Deeply & Madly in Love with You

2 nites ago. moi ex kelvin corr mie. actualli i was slping liao. bart i still wakey to ans. he was crying. haiz. seems dat he dun lyke his current gf. bart she treat him very good. making him very guilty. somemore i am abit responsible ba. coz i told him. wadever ish in his room dat r my stuff lyke moi piglet pillow, moi piglet, moi pig head etc etc. i will still put at his hse. bart. no others gers can touch it. so. da poor gf. everytime at his slp very kelian. wanna slp. gort nth to hug. den end up din even dare to go near da bed. haiz. anywae. it still hurts mie to hear him cry. n worse. he mms mie a pic of him crying.>.< arghs. at first i thot things are juz simple. dat ish he with her together as a zhe ren coz da ger ish simon, our best friend's godsis. bart i am talking to simon now. seems lyke it ish bcoz kelvin manage to find back his 1st gf. da one b4 mie. n things started to change. he MIA now. off hp etc etc. haiz. well. i heard dat even when he was with mie. he ish still trying hard to find dat ger. *pain in da heart* actualli i alreadi noe while i am with him da 2 1/2yrs. da ger ish alwaes in her heart. he used to compare mie with her. saying she ish beta. bart after sometime. i manage to make him stop compare. n reali lurbe mie. bart i guess afterall. she ish still da one he loves most ba. hw to sae. she ish his 1st love. n he give her his everything lor. soo. haiz. bart at least. i am in beta situation compare to simon's godsis. reali pity dat ger. loves moi ex so much. yet neber get loved in return. n all she gort was hurt. n seems dat kelvin manage to find his 1st gf. n ish in contact liao. gort take pics everything le.. haiz.. luckly we alreali break le. arbo. now i will be crying lyke shit liao. coz i noe. i cant compare to da ger. even thou i have done so much for him. which other ppl feel dat he ish not worth all dat. bart. haiz. nvm.

and anywae i cant cry lar. moi eye now infection. waiting for clinic to open at 2pm den i will go down. so pain sia. mian qiang still can open moi eye n use com to type here type dere. eyes ish still abit swollen after crying ytd afternoon. n with moi infection. now abit more swollen again . neh neh de. haiz. baobeii going genting tonite ba. most prob. baobeii. i wil mish u de. rem ya promise hor. spag for a while when u back. haha. n we go shopping go gai gai see dou ya.. agar agar kiess. ilu baobeii *huggiess*

xiaohuiis Y12:45 PM