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YMonday, July 18, 2005 Y

I am Truely , Deeply & Madly in Love with You

i always believe, a little kindness goes a long way, a little hug brighten up a cloudly raining day, a little action will show hw much you care. i always know never to expect anything from someone no matter hw much you give, u will never that much in return. give and wad you get in return will never be the same unless you are damn lucky to meet and get someone who treats you the same and think like you. but that is so mission impossible. i used to have someone like that. but that was in the past so nvm.

hw much a person cares for you can all be seen thru all the little actions. if you reali cares alot for that someone. no matter what no matter hw troublesome no matter hw unwillingly, u will find yourself willingly to do it for that special someone, almost anything or everything. its all about giving and taking, somehw it really does hurt to know that you are taken for granted. the feeling is so hurting, so sad, so disappointing, to the extend it will makes you feel that everything is not worth it, there is no point in holding on. It just feel like the sky has fallen on you and there is no one there to help you to block it, or no one there to put out his hand to pull you up when you have fallen. Its make you feel like a silly idiot, a silly fool, the greatest fool on earth when you realise that you give so MUCH and what you get back is just . cant see anything? cause what you get back is nothing. emptyness. no molecules, no atoms no this no that.

one can never be different. Its hard to know someone who will really be different and goes all the way out. It hard to know someone out there that is of your own kind. But i meet one b4 thru a joke from god, as it was a never meant to be.

Being love and loving, it seems like once you are in the position of loving someone, no matter hw many times you get into a relationship, you will always be in the same position. for once, i really wish to have the feeling of being love instead of loving again. but i know its a case of mission impossible. i am asking for the impossible and i wun expect for the impossible. its back to reality. stop dreaming. go to my lalaland for my mission impossible le.

xiaohuiis Y10:28 PM