YSunday, July 24, 2005 Y
I am Truely , Deeply & Madly in Love with You
i noe people are not perfect. there isn a perfect person out there in this world. coz if the person is reali perfect. den he/she aint a human being le. people makes mistake, and in fact lots of them in his whole life span. the good thing abt mistake is people will get to learn from it and make themself a better person.
each and everyone of us is unique in our own way. we got our own thoughts and own way of doing things. thus i always try my best. to see things in diff points of view. to put myself in the shoes of others to see things from their point and not just mine. sometimes i manage to do so. sometimes i failed to do so. coz why. i am a human too. i have my own failures.
i noe everything in this world leads to the word money. i noe not everyone in this world is rich. is equipped with it. some are lucky that they are born with a golden spoon, and have one less worry for the rest of the live. some are lucky, born with a normal spoon but some are not. they are not born with a spoon. i know everyone has his or her own financial difficulties in one way or another. thus i am one who does not really like the idea of spending other people's money. i hate it when people say i am materialistic and say i "ka" the guys money by "teh-ing". i might be "teh" i might seems like a flirt to people out there. but i am quite sure i am not one. i mayb be materialistic, but wadever i wan, i try to get it myself, using my own cash. i never except my bf or whoever, to buy wadever things i wan. coz wad i have is a boyfriend. someone who loves me as who i am, wad i am. and not a living walking about ATM machine.
i always try to cherish wadever and whoever i have right now, cause i know if i dun learn to cherish now when i have it, when its gonez, its too late for regret. And regret wun bring the person or the thing back to my side. everything in life, you only have one chance, if you dunno how to cherish it, it might never appear again. so everything single little thing u do for me, i really do cherish. just like you, no matter hw much i give to u, all i ever wanted back from you, is just your love. and i wan it all for myself. no other people. all i need, is a smile from you, to brighten up my day. a hug from you, makes me feel everything is just right in a lousy day. seeing you, makes me forget all unhappiness.
taking about trust, i really do trust you as much as i can. compared to the past, you are the 1st dat i put in so much trust. (aiya blog halfway go out now come back le duno wad i wanna "say" le =x) oh ya .. trust.. hmm. actaulli i trusted u quite alot ba. hw to say. i am quite sure u wun flirt behind my back etc etc de lor. eeh i think u will noe wad i mean ba rite? do u ? hmm..
aiya. i reali 4get wad i wanna say le. i rem i got alot to say de. aiya nvm. since i 4get wad i wanted to say le. den bo bian end here ba =x
anyway. was juz back home but going out soon again le. my bro buy a new car le. lancer sport =) think my bro going to get ROM soon le ba. feel happy for him too.
:: Ah Ber ::
