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YSunday, July 30, 2006 Y

I am Truely , Deeply & Madly in Love with You

today post will be a relatively sad and angry post..

i have this auntie who passes away recently. heard from my other aunties who went for her furneral some details dat are very heart wenching. normally for funeral, ppl uses white candles unless u got a very good life like having 3-4 generations le den u can use red candle.. for her funeral.. her husband uses red candle thou they dun hv so many generations..next i heard is.. my dat aunt is relative young 40+ i guess.. the makeup the husband choose. is those dat u guys would hv seen on tv.. like a ah po dies.. dat kind of makeup.. wearing black headband dat kind. den make her wear those ah mah clothes. haiz. when her sister saw it and asked the husband abt y he uses red candle lar n those grandma clothes n makeup. the husband claimed its their tradition.. kns. my other aunty say no lor. no such tradition de.

to seems to us that he is trying to get back at my dat aunt for nt forgiving his unfaithfulness. i mean, if u juz started being unfaithful to me, and stop immediately coz u regret it and ask for my forgivness, i mayb can let it go and forgive u. but after 10+ yrs. after u even had a son outside who is 10+yr olds.. even thou i hv given u 3 kids.. u still went to flirt outside n do such things. i think even me. i also cant forgive u.

i even heard dat her kids din even cried when she passed away due to cancer. they din burn the joss papers. nt even sad abt it at all. haiz. n the husband did such funeral arrangement was on purpose de lor i tink. she die alreadi stil wan do such thing to her. think my dat aunty cant even die in peace ba haiz. and i certainly think dat uncle.. he will definitely have retribution de. u better watch out. mayb when you die, your kids wun even be there for ya funeral. do things do until so cruel. cant even let a dead people off and go in peace. u will regret this in future. all ya actions..

add ons: nearly forgot abt it.. but i doubt u will see my blog haha...
Happy Birthday Pooh Bear ~ =D
counting back the times.. it has been 4-5 since we 1st met at ponderosa ..
how times realli flies.. u hv change quite abit but glad to sae u are getting more mature in your thinking le. =D. HAPPY BIRTHDAE BEAR BEAR ~~ hope u get all ya wishes comes true.

xiaohuiis Y7:17 PM