YSunday, August 12, 2007 Y
I am Truely , Deeply & Madly in Love with You
meet up with benz ytd at vivo for rush hour 3 * i kept typin baby.. guess i am too used to calling u dat le*.. movie was great.. but of coz previous rush hr is nicer lar..end up movie shows the ng clips. so LOL. watching jacky say "cheese" instead of "freeze" using a gun.. n wad "seafood society" instead of "secret society" LOL. went to catch toy.. benz pro lor. 1 time catch tio le.
walked around den xian called me. so end up we went down to bugis to meet up with xian n nini. ate kfc n went gf-ing while waiting for dem to come over to look for us.. guess i will be missing gf-ing with u... mayb.. i wun even be gf-ing anymore..
suggested taking neos.. but they dun wan.. so end up nini went to take a puff. so we went outside n crap abit.. stuff like nini say he is more RICH in sperm den the sperm bank coz he can regen =x and the guy which xian say wad can cum 8-9times in a day.. is not call rich in sperm.. is rich in blood.. coz they say he shoot out de.. is blood not sperm le ba LOL..
took 133 home.. 1st time in life.. 133 got no ppl on bus when reach at bus stop.. the light wasn even on lor =x sit downstairs n talk abit with benz..
i know u did alot o thinging.. i noe u r trying very hard.. to change yaself.. for me.. everything u did.. n thot of.. is always for me.. for my sake.. i noe u wanted another chance.. to give urs another try.. to make all da wrong things rite.. but i am sorry baby.. i cant be there for u as ya gf to keep u company thru ya ns life.. cant be there for u when u pop next mth.. n ord in future.. nor gf with u.. try to conquror flaming platter.. or go around eating all da nice food every mth.. eating my fav fried rice n hor fun at fep.. or try trick u to buy da ice cream at fep.. n fill ya room with all my toys.. buying u choc to see ya choco face.. or drag u to play ddr.. asking u to play tpp2 n restaurant bomber.. n to suddenly shout BOO!! or say suppliess~!!
i know life will be hard for u in ns without me.. esp if u kana oversea posting.. when ya main reason for applying it in da 1st place.. is for me.. for our future.. to let me hv a better life with u.. sorry baby.. i din manage to make it thru ya ns life as ya gf.. neglecting u for da past 1mth plus..
but still i wanna say.. baby.. thanks for everything dat u did for me since da very 1st dae.. letting me slp on ya bed while u slpt on da cold hard floor juz to make sure i am fine thru out da nite.. eating all my fav food with me juz bcoz i like it.. planning lots of surprises for me.. buying me roses ranging from da 1st soap roses to da bouquet of blue roses dat cost u quite a bomb n travelling so far to get dem.. n da courage to wear ya 1st ever couple tee n taking such a big bunch of roses in public.. making a point to take note of my family's member bdae .. n remembering all my likings n dislike n habits.. buying me a huge piglet to let me block da gap btw my bed n wall so i need no worry abt any scary monster coming up from there.. stealing da maple decor for me knowing hw much i love it..
*starting to cry again.. later den continue blogging.. coz canot let my parents see me cry..*rushing to the airport when i went on da 1st holiday since we got together.. hw u r wishing n praying dat u will get to see me b4 i went in coz u overslept.. n da tears of happiness u had in ya eyes upon knowing u manage to make it juz on time.. n hw shag u look dat u even din shave.. bringing me everywhere with u.. being so proud of me thou there is nth great abt me.. saying hw li hai i am in games thou i noes i sucks juz like hw i am da suckiest female gf-er in dbg.. waitin hours outside da salon juz to be da 1st one to see hw i look when i rebond my hair.. saying i am the most pretty ger in da world to u regardless hw i look.. whether my hair is straight or natural curl.. or juz had a bad breakout .. or cried till my eyes are swollen n had tears/saliva/bi ti all over.. saying i am ya life.. ya reason to carry on to live for.. giving up almost everything for me regardless hw unreasonable i am.. walking behind me all da way when i show temper n run away just to make sure when i turn around i will see u just behind .. being there for me.. being my brain remembering everything for me as i am such a goldfish of 3sec memory..
i know i might never find another guy like u.. with such patience.. dun gamble..dun smoke.. dun flirt..
i noe u say such guy are everywhere juz dat i din meet dem yet.. but i know.. there will never be another guy who will loves me da way u do.. n love me so much..
sorry baby..for not giving u another chance..not give us another chance..
n lastly.. guess this will be da last time u will see this.. baby.. ilu
:: Ah Ber ::
