请不要放开我的双手

YTuesday, October 02, 2007 Y

I am Truely , Deeply & Madly in Love with You

everyone wants an answer... so do i... if i can make a choice.. i rather be like weiliang.. single all the way till the day when he finally met his ms right, fall in love and got married..

but no.. that is not the way the man up there has planned my life to be like.. he likes to see me sad.. see me cry.. see me breakdown.. he simply loves seeing me in this state.. seeing me being numb to everything and yet still feel the pain physically..

the B G R ... u 3 should know who u r... all 3 of u.. kept pressing me for and answer directly or indirectly.. yes.. u all feel tired being in this situation so do i.. if i can give a ans.. dun u all think i will want to give.. do u think i enjoy being stuck in such position?

yes.. it is true that i have feelings for all 3 of u.. but i am a human afterall.. a human with feelings.. but the feelings for all 3 is diff... how do u expect me to compare and make a choice..

i din expect or requested for u all to wait for me.. its being unfair to u all.. wasting ya timing.. for an answer.. dat i din know when i will get it.. if u wanna give up.. i dun blame you or hate u... its your choice afterall..

or mayb... since all of u said the same thing abt waiting patiently at one side for me.. but yet.. kept stressing me over the same thing.. making me near to 100 % breakdown now..

all i had in mind was one thing.. yes.. once said.. things canot be changed.. i cannot take back my words... and i know things will be diff... i might lose all of u.. we might not even keep in contact or be friends anymore..

but.. short pain better den long pain rite...

i have decided..................

TO GIVE UP...my ans will be.. i wun accept any of you... so..give up on me.. go find someone else.. i will be fine.. i will be strong..dun need to worry abt me.. or mayb.. u wun worry abt me after seeing this le rite...

xiaohuiis Y10:30 PM