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YFriday, December 14, 2007 Y

I am Truely , Deeply & Madly in Love with You

back at home.

suppose to wakey at 5am but i could not get myself up till 6+? din even bathe n juz change n rush down to airport to send him off. haiz. the more i think abt it.. the more bad i feel.. if is not bcoz of me.. he wun agree to go for oversea posting de.. den he wun kana the no porky country.. n be all alone there for 10mths.. spending his xmas there alone.. cny.. his bdae etc haiz.. i really feel very bad.. i should not have say it is ok dat time for him to agree to oversea posting.. i regretted.. but its too late to sae or do anything le..

ytd last min went to find a ping an fu for him.. coz its his 1st oversea trip.. n yet is to a no porky place haiz.. din have the time to go to a temple to get one for him so bobian had to buy one.. from a japan shop.. which the ping an fu is from of coz a jap temple lar.. diff temple de fu diff price.. so i got him a quite ok de.. coz i scared too cheap de might be fake =x hope it can keep him safe n sound over there..

i got more worried after he reach the camp n sms to let me noe he is there le so i can pass msg over to his parents.. apparently he sae the camp dun seems gd.. very strict.. n thou his back prob but he is still a pes B.. so he got kinda worried as that side doesn know abt his back prob.. n there got alot of 24 hrs duty .. i hope he wun kana =x

called his parents to pass msg.. the papa duno mistaken me as who lar.. duno wad he talking also LOL =x

slept for the rest of the dae till evening den went out for dinner with mama, aunty pam, grand ma and elaine n uncle hubert. Jap buffet was nice. 30+ per person and the buffet included items like sashimi, tempura, teppanyaki etc. mayb next time can go there with ah ming they all or when he is back....

got alot of things in mind.. but i duno how to sae.. haiz..

xiaohuiis Y10:13 PM