I am Truely , Deeply & Madly in Love with You
this is what happen when i am upset, angry, depressed, emo..
i dun feel the pain.. i feel shiokness..
i just dun get why things turned out to be like dat
it was just a joke during the wedding dinner that i say to a collegue abt the prawn issue..
and u get jealous over it juz bcoz u offered to peel prawns for me i rejected and i followed the joke of getting mic to peel prawns for us..
Somehow I also realised and noticed after benz is back in sg, we are starting to drift apart. I guess it is because when we got together in the 1st place, you yourself did not expect this relationship between us to last. Thats why now that he is back, you are so insecure, so jealousy etc.
I feel that you dun need me anymore. U dun ask me out when you got the time. Its always me asking you, wanna go out? wanna meet etc. I am here trying so hard to salvage this relationship that we have. But over at your side, u aint trying at all. The only thing u tried, is to push me away , push me back to benz.
Yes, I agreed I have been hanging out with him recently. He is still my friend. I dun have much friends already. I not like you, you got your childhood buddies. I dont. I dun have much friends that I can talk to, slack with except for my Tamp side de. I cherish what ever friends I have now.
Thou I meeting him quite often but I have never left u alone just to meet him. U are my priority as you are my bf..But somehow, I guess things between us aint going to work out right if u kept trying the wrong way..
I am already very tired, I dun have the energy to try to make things right anymore..
I dunno wad I did wrong again... to make myself a failure once again....
xiaohuiis
Y12:07 AM
