请不要放开我的双手

YSunday, January 25, 2009 Y

I am Truely , Deeply & Madly in Love with You

guess recently i will be blogging alot since i got nth much to do..

anyway, today is 除夕suppose to eat 团圆饭的. went over to kallang bahru ah mah house to eat.
i was quite surprised that I managed to eat 五香 without having the feeling to vomite out. I was quite happy about it thou i just ate 2 五香 and 1 wanton and feel full le.

Happiness doesn stay long. 5mins after I stop eating, I went to LS everything that I just eaten out -.- no wonder no feeling of vomite haiz

I remember gene told me today he working morning shift. So I was worried that his mama is working and there is no dinner for him to eat. So I went out after my dinner to find food for him.
Kallang Bahru market is closed. No food. So I went to Kallang MRT there to see. Also no food. Then I went Lavander Foodcourt. Also same. No Food. Haiz.

So I slowly walked all the way to Sim Lim area where I know the chicken rice stall sure got open de. But I forget to bring my specs out. Everything seems so blurred. I cant even see the face of the person infront of me or beside me. The journey is full of abnns making everything even darker. Suddenly I felt like I am no diff from a Blind.

Went to order the chicken rice. Uncle ask me how come I nv eat 团圆饭 at home. I told him its not for me. I scared my bf got no food to eat caused he is still working. Then uncle say the rice ball he will make bigger so that my bf will know how much I love him. haha.

Slowly walk all the way back to gene house. Somehow unclear vision and lots of abnn n darkness make me feel very scared. Nearly reaching le then I slip and injured my both feet -.- tml need to paste plaster le.

I saw his house door open so I guess my food is wasted le ba. I left it outside his house and thot mayb he come home le will be able to see it.. End up I think he din went work ba coz I din see him come home and he is home already. He sounded quite pissed off with me.. Mayb I interrupted him in doing some stuff... or mayb.. he is having 团圆饭 with his mama n sis n new gf....

I know it wun be easy for me to melt your stone heart but I will still keep on trying..

xiaohuiis Y10:06 PM